By sarah dragonfleyes@msn.com
Date: 8 October 1999

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its not a matter of when
its, if....
if he would and if i shouldn't and 
the thing is
i shouldn't
karma isn't just a thing that 
kicks your ass
it beats you down
because if you have a 
good heart
the rest of the world doesnt
really care
what does a good heart
get you???
it gets you nights of 
tears that won't stop
and it gets you nights of pain
and it gets you nights
where nothing seems 
right and its a battle within yourself
to win something, and the only
thing you want to win, is peace
of mind..........and love,
thats somehow, you are deserving of it
and that nothing is wrong with you,
really nothing is wrong with you
and if you keep repeating it
you might start to believe it
but it doesn't help anyway
because you feel like, if something
really wasn't wrong with you
you wouldn't be crying right now
and you wouldn't be hurting
so immensely
because you wonder why, your good
heart seems to have fallen behind
and it has the imprint of someones 
foot on it.......
raw and beaten down, and its not a matter of
can i love??? 
but who would love me.......