By Jenna Holland (poetic_angel@gurlmail.com)
Date: 7 October 1999

A Small Loss

I never knew it was a race.
   She beat me every time though.

She has no respect for herself
   much less for me.
I feel sorry for her
but I don't let her win
     intentionally.
Maybe she is just 
     bigger and better.
A Bigger Whore
A Better Fuck.

Maybe I never really wanted 
   or even tried to win.
Maybe nice guys do finish last.