By ShErRy
Date: 20 October 1999

LoVe CoMpLiCaTiOnS

do i love you or do i hate you?
do i praise you or do i scorn you?

when i hear your name, my heart flips...
but then again, so do the hearts of your other girls.

how could you betray me?
how could you hurt me so bad?
i trusted you!!! 
you stabbed me in the back.
BUT I STILL LOVE YOU!!! (against my wishes)

you created this neat little world of fantasy for "us" 
when we were together; the future was planned.
but the second i left again, 
you were back in your own unfaithful, lying world.

but don't worry about me...i'll be fine!
(at least that's what i want you to think)
i can live w/out you!!!!!!!
(i'm trying to convince myself)

hopefully some day, 
i'll find a sweet guy who i fall head over heals in love with, 
and maybe, just MAYBE
he'll be faithful

that's my hope, my dream, my epitimy of happiness
and we could have had that...
but you had to throw it all away,
and make LoVe CoMpLiCaTeD