By Misti Velvet Rainwater    
Date: 22 October 1999

Married But Not Really

CHASE. He called Friday the 8th at 11:00 p.m. We talked until
1:00 a.m. Was a good (for the most part) conversation. A girl
saw my photo on his dresser and he told her I am his wife. We
got married in a Celtic ceremony. He really does have a
claddagh and so do I, which is cool. 
   I wish we really were married and together. I know the sex
would be pure bliss. Our chemistry has always given me chills.
   But he has a dog named Thor and he likes country music and
I'm just one of the girls he loves and he lacks faith.
   Of course my body and heart are resolute. They MUST have
Chase. As always.
   Wants me to send him a picture of me in pigtails and a 
white belly-baring shirt and a short plaid skirt and knee
socks and Oxfords. Thinks I'm darling. Yesterday I wore my
hair in pigtails and floated all afternoon. Dreamed of him
yesterday morning- we were dancing to "Nothing Else Matters."