By Meaw_ex@yahoo.com
Date: 4 October 1999

a letter you will not receive

How are you doing lately?
I really want to know what you're doing right now

How long has it been since you and I met?
It's hard to forget and not to cry just to think about
Everything what happened to us

Maybe it's too late and too weird to say, but
you were always honest with me

That's why I can tell you now
Thank you so much for loving me until now
I am sending you a letter you will not receive

Have you changed your generosity?
I wish you are still a generous kind of person

We never really went out, didn't even hurt each other
But because of this feelings, it's hard to live not to be with you
Even though I want to be with you

Maybe it's too late and too weird to say, but
You were always nice to me somehow

That's why I can tell you now
Thank you so much for listening to me until now
I am sending you a letter you will not receive

Are you happy now?
I want to know if you're with someone or not

We both forgive each other to go out with anyone else
But I still want you to look at me, being with someone who's not you
Will not make  me happy at all

Maybe it's too late and too weird to say, but
You were always there for me

That's why I can tell you now
Thank you so much for being there for me whenever I needed
I am sending you a letter you will not receive