By sarah dragonfleyes@msn.com
Date: 8 October 1999

kinds of only

i watch down the street
waiting for those two beams 
of light to shine my way.....
then despairing when they fade 
down the narrow street
i keep watching, each coming sound
a new hope
each loud motor bringing into me
this maybe some peace
that it might be you
then it passes me by
and my head just can't stay up
it just falls down to my chest
maybe so my tears don't have
far to fall
wouldn't want to hurt them either
all i can do is let my body shake
let the tears control me for 
this night and hope that
it disapears when the sun comes up
or maybe that the clouds 
will take it away
clouds can take everything away
for a second......
its a friday night and my company is despair
he's my date for the night
and he's expecting alot
he wants to control me
and he wants to take me away
i wonder if i will let him
i think i already 
have...........