By marcy
Date: 12 October 1999

A letter to someone important.

I need,
   more time with my problems,
              i need to think them out.
   a whole lot of patience,
               I tend to repeat my faults.
   my own personal space,
               sometimes I need some time to love myself.
  love on demand,
               when I am feeling unloved, I want love on the spot.
  a feeling that I am living my life right,
                without God we are nothing.
  a chance to let my feelings out,
                sometimes saying things out loud helps me reach a full
                understanding.
  love in abundance,
                 I feel if someone loves me,I must not be such a bad person. 

I wish,
   time could slow down,
          maybe we would enjoy more of the time we have together.
   I could say I'm sorry easier,
          even though I may not say it, I really do think it.
   I could find more ways to show you I love you,
          time and time I try to think of new ways to show you how much I care,
          but I come up blank.
   I WOULDN'T FEEL SO LONELY WHEN I AM BYMYSELF,
           it is the reason why I do stupid things.
   one day you will find out how much I truley love you,
           I don't think you will ever know how much.

I'm thankfull for,
   the way that you treat me,
           you seem to understand.
   the joy that you bring me,
           you really touch my heart.
   the love that you give me,
           sometimes I don't deserve it.
    the compliments you give me,
           they mean more to me than you think.
   the affection you show me,
            it helps make me feel loved.
   having you in my life,
            what would i do without you?