By The Guppy
Date: 10 October 1999

engarde

i think we just had a really good conversation
i'm not sure though
i was kinda transfixed by the movement of your lips
imagining them being pressed against mine
just looking, thinking "mmmmmmm.....yummy"
i remember the taste
fondly to say the least
i shouldn't be talking
i shouldn't be feeling
you've got your lover looking at me like i'm the devil
you call me the devil
i don't mind being that...
at least i know you think about me
at least i know you're probably transfixed by my lips
trying not to remember how they feel
on yours
you're a bit uncomfortable
you're a bit curious
you're a bit nervous because you know i know it
what will i do?
probably move in a little closer than comfort
probably talk
inches
from your lips
i'll probably hear you tell me how sexy i am
how good i am
how beautiful i am
and watch you walk out with your lover
guess i'm just fuel now
fire's burning
he's getting the energy
i'm getting the exaust
i'm already exausted
is it out of line for me to say that i long to feel your skin
on
mine?
again
is that bad?
to be honest?
i will speak
i will act
he will speak
he will act
i will most likely bleed
and you will choose
when it all comes down to it
he is faking to get something
and i am restraining myself from being me to prevent something