By yourthigh@aol.com
Date: 29 September 1999

Questions of the heart

have you ever wished that you could change the past?
have you ever
have you ever prayed and prayed for another chance?
have you ever
have you ever hoped with all your heart that the pain would stop?
have you ever
have you ever wished with all your , that you knew if the one you loved 
loved you too just as much?
have you ever
have you ever wondered if the one you longed for was missing you?
have you ever
have you ever dreamed every night of the one you loved, holding you tight?
have you ever
have you ever sat waiting by the phone for just a call?
have you ever
have you ever stopped dating waiting for your love to return?
have you ever
have you ever started dating just to have him pop back into your life again?
have you ever
have you ever had sex with another, while wishing you were making love to the one you loved and feeling so used after it was thru?
have you ever
have you ever stopped doing certain things during sex, because its the way you made love to your true love, and hunger for it again?
have you ever
have you ever tried so hard to prove how true your love to some one was, and failed to get the point across to them?
have you ever
have you ever loved some one so much that you gave up your family and friends to spend some time with them?
have you ever
have you ever loved so deep and so strong, that it seemed like a sin?
have you ever
have you ever told some one you loved them, to hear nothing in return?
have you ever
have you ever been left confused and wondering your whole life thru?
have you ever
have you ever gave up on them and went and found some one new, just to find there is no replacement for you?
have you ever
have you ever heard any of this before?
have you ever
have you ever thought about any of this before?
have you ever
have you ever felt like I've been feeling, all this time loving you, even so the pleasure is all mine?
have you ever
have you ever just longed to share from your heart your feelings and emotions to the one you love before its to late, and death comes a calling?
have you ever???????Well I have!!!!



To you Nick