By deevaa
Date: 17 August 1999

potential lovers

you know I am about to embark on this journey.
flying for 26hrs around the world 
to meet some of my best friends.
people who have been "words on my screen" 
until now. 
until then.
I am not meeting any potential lovers...
well not as far as I know... 
after all, 
who can say who my heart will fall for next.
You know...
somedays I think "what the hell are you doing??"
otherdays it all makes perfect sense.
I won't know so much until I get there.
and when I do,
what then?
what if I fall head over heals for that guy in Ohio...
or my best buddy in PA...
or that friend of a friend who I just happen to meet along the way.
or the guy who sits next to me on the plane..
the waiter who smiles at me in the cyber-cafe.
the guy who sells me the perfect mocha..
the handsome stranger about the next corner.
what then?
what now?