By just me
Date: 23 August 1999

No Expections

been away for so long now ,you could say I'm scared of seeing you again!
what do I say to you! 
do I hugg you !
do I kiss you!
do we shake!
tell me!
what it is Im suposed to do!
there has been so much time between us!
the years seem to have flew by!
but still in my heart, its as if it was yesterday!
that we loved like thunder and came together like lighting!
I cant forget you no matter how hard Ive tried!
loveing you still! and maybe more then before!
So tell me what I'm supose to do!
when I see you ,should we keep it cool!
keeping it like friends?
knowing if not the damage we could do!
knowing in my heart I'm still in love with you!
do I tell you ,what Ive longed to for years !
do I keep quite,and let it show in my eyes, all this love inside!
tell what am I to do!
I'm at a place with you where there is no turning back!or no forward!
I can no longer hide my love nor can I show it!
So tell me then what am I to do!
I cant pick or choose!
there is no offer!
there is no future!
there is only this day!
so I will smile! 
I will hugg you! 
I will kiss you one last time!
touch your cheek! 
tell you how good you look!
tell you Ive missed you!
tell you I love you!
tell you that your the love of my life!
tell you a hour dosnt go by that I dont think of you!
tell you how I wish I could change the hand of time!
tell you how I wished we could of had have a second chance!
then I say Im still so sorry for all I did!
wish you a great life,then turn and walk away!
left to cry alone,wipe my eyes and go home!still in love it seems