By Riggs
Date: 10 August 1999

Vulnerability

I'm a twisted piece of scrap metal
Not useful, just interesting to look at.
For about five minutes.
I'm emotionally unstable,
what the fuck, it hurts down deep.
Though nothin really happened.
Jesus Christ what a mess.
Do all guys get this shit.
The feeling like you just slammed in the soul
with a sledgehammer.
OF COURSE NOT.
Lovesick fuck.

Hate myself for this weakness.
Can't help it.
Vulnerable as a newborn.
Don't try to take advantage motherfuck.
Don't make no difference who it is.
Female?
Yep.
That'll do. Fuck me up nice and good.

Sometimes I'm on fire
Can't make a mistake.
Charm a bird off a branch.
Then act like a lovesick fuck and hope no one saw.
Is it the curse of the Pisces?
Marcus reckons so.
Thrive on compliments
Die with criticism.
Max hights and hellish lows.
Like a bad trip.
That's me!

In control by a thread,
Don't bump me you bitch, it'll snap.
DON"T........PLEASE!!!