By Beth (BethanyM@aol.com)
Date: 12 August 1999

Where do i go from here???

From the moment I first saw your words
On that computer screen of mine
I knew there was something between us.
I hadn't even seen your face,
Heard your voice,
Smelled your breath,
Or felt your soft lips against mine.

I knew she hurt you 
That you missed her so much
You thought you would die
She ruined romance for you
You are afraid to give yourself
Yet I know somewhere inside you
You need someone to love you,
To hold you,
To need you and want you.

I tried to keep my heart
But I fell for you
Falling deeper...
deeper.....
deeper into the depths
Of your love
And those beautiful eyes
I fell head over heels
And I know I have never 
Been so much in love

But you can't see it
And if you can
You're afraid. 
You say you're not
But I see it;
You're afraid to give yourself away
For fear that I will hurt you
And stomp on your heart
Like so many others have done

I wish I could show you
How much I care
I would never hurt you
I love you too much for that

My soul needs you
I don't know why 
But it happened this way
I can't help it,
You have my heart
It's not mine anymore

So here I sit
Waiting
Not knowing wether to stay 
Or to let go 
So you will see what you're missing

I will always be here
Waiting for you
I love you
And you deserve 
Someone who will wait for you