By deevaa
Date: 15 August 1999

your sisters wedding

I sit here thinking
over analysing stuff again.

I'm picturing you
at your sisters wedding.

you smiling into HER eyes...
looking at her like I wish you would look at me.

your arm about her waist 
as your sister cuts the cake

your daughter asleep in her arms.
dancing, laughing,
champagne and
white lace... 

I want you to be happy.
I want you to be in love.
I want you to be treated right.

I want it to be me who gives you these gifts.
but for now at least 
its her.

my heart aches.
as I sit here thinking
over analysing stuff again.