By Tat2dAngel
Date: 24 March 2000
Anti*dote
you are so contagious
i quarintine myself only to
slam my head on the padded walls
rake my nails across
the made-for-tv face you loved to mock
destroy the girl that made you fall
and then made you run
i flash the track marks as a cry for your help
but you aren't there to see me bleed or feel my need
i shoot the juice to fly away from
your haunting laugh
your flighty giggle
your infectious tease
that consumes til i am drowning in my reserve
struggling in my medicated bubble
frantically clawing for the surface,
searching for the antidote to kill the crazy bug
you slipped inside of me when i wasn't looking.
You watch from afar as your madness consumes me
and I crack into a million mental pieces.
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