By Becky
Date: 1 March 2000
If only my feeling were my words
When you and I are together I feel something I've never felt before,
you make my heart pound you make stomach ache.
Even though a painful past has made me shy, it could never change my deep feelings for you.
I wish I could build up the courage to tell you how much I love spending time with you, but every time I look in your eyes I get lost and afraid of going back to the past.
I often ponder about what you would want with me, for you are so honored and I can't be compared.
I know you wait for me to tell you more about myself, but I can't help myself.
I'm so lost without you and you'd never know it, and every night I hate myself more and more for what I'm becoming.
I used to be a bubbly, happy, and outgoing girl, but now I've transformed into a mute and introverted nothing.
I feel you slipping away, and I couldn't blame you, if you only knew the old me, but I'm not the girl I used to be.
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