By Des
Date: 13 March 2000

If what I was missing is you

Your name, I never once pay attention to.
I never thought that I would look at you this way!
It was that unforgettable moment, when I looked into your eyes, and yours into mine.
I notice my heartbeats, I notice the stare.  
I realize that shivering of my fingertips, that warmth running upon my cheeks.
As you turned to look at me again, I turned away.
I cannot look at you for I will fall deeply in love with you!
I failed too often, and it hurts when feeling the pain.
Your eyes so blue and deep, as if there's a secret that cannot be reveal.
How I wish to look into it, how I wish I can admit!
When love goes too far, the fears get deep.
How I wish to approach to you and tell you how I feel,
but I know it's all against my nature.
I cannot stop this passion for I have go too far too soon,
but your eyes it's the one thing I cannot resist.
I tried not to think of you, but harder I tried, I more pain I felt.
Only if I found you before in my past, maybe I will chase up to you!
For this life, I cried too much, I cannot bear anymore.
You know who you are, I know my love will not get on to you.  
It's against the moral, because my professor you are....and whenever I realize that
my heart ...it bleeds! And forever, it will leave stains.

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