By LiLsA23@aol.com
Date: 6 March 2000

Understand

I do not understand you,
Yet you don't care to explain, 
All I do is love you,
All you do is complain..
How Can I be so simple? 
How can you be so plain?
Your heart filled with joy, 
Mine filled with pain..
I dont ask you to pity me, 
I dont ask you to cry,
My day ends in grief, 
YOur with a sigh.
I'm in isolation,
I'm in mission death,
You keep going your path, 
You continue your laugh..
What I do .. doesn't matter;
where I end up .. why should you care?
I'm on a deep, dark road
Yet you take away my flare.
I've been on both sides, 
I know how you feel,
I know how much I'm not real.
My friends say I'm crazy,
Your the one who put me there..
yet you feel nothing, 
I've drown in despair.
You mean nothing and everything to me,
your to blind to see..
to dumb to care..
Your over and gone..
you've already seen me fallin..
I'll continue lying here,
I'll continue pretending I dont care
I'll continue sinking, 
choking on my thoughts..
All this is nothing to you, who knows why I bother
I think maybe one day, 
your wake up and care, 
only in reality I know you won't
I never open my eyes, Ill never not want to stare 
That hate you let me feel, the anger you gave me inside..

To you I am not real, 
you to you I dont exist 
I will go on my way now
I will continue this path,
..but when I come across you..
don't forget to laugh...