By slug
Date: 13 November 2000

before the kiss

There is a moment right before the floodgates
                                      open
                 and lust spills out like vices from Pandora's box,
     when half-open eyes focus
                                on half-open lips
         and the world's movement is moving closer to the edge of the abyss...

           an abyss unscary and undimensional
                    an abyss welcome and tempting...

            ...and we never turn away from temptation...

but we do
           and you do
                                 and i do
    and we're caught in that half-moment of half-bliss and half-awareness.

       i know how i feel.
                i know what i want
                                    ...but going after it...

                         and the world would stop.

       the pitless stomach that i swear i have is (holding me back)  
                                                  full of dragonflies
                                                        and fireflies
                                                        and fire.
                                                     i'm on fire
                                                     i'm burning up
                                                     i'm burned
                                                         out

and you...
          you...
                you...
                            anonymous,
                            eponymous
                               you...
                  wait on the other side of consiousness
                      for me to come and get you.

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