By JOSIE MORRIS
Date: 1 November 2000

LOSER

I DON'T KNOW

YESTERDAY EVERYTHING WAS FINE
NOW WHAT'S WRONG? I'M GETTING AWFULLY SICK OF THIS CRAP.
WE USED TO KNOW EACHOTHER SO WELL -- FOR A VERY LONG 3 YEARS,
AND IN 4 MONTHS YOU ARE NO LONGER YOU AND SAME GOES FOR ME.
I HAVE SOMEONE ELSE NOW, SOMEONE I LOVE SO DEEPLY, BUT IN THE BACK OF
MY MIND YOU ARE THERE JUST EATING AT ME, DESTROYING ME AND I SEE
YOU SMILE. WHAT A BUNCH OF SHIT. I HATE YOU NOW AND YOU WERE THE HUSBAND
OF THE YEAR. WHAT HAPPENED WITH US I GUESS I'LL NEVER QUITE UNDERSTAND.
I JUST WANT YOU TO GO AWAY AND NEVER HAVE TO SEE YOU AGAIN, BUT WHEN
I HAVE TO TALK TO YOU I WORRY ABOUT SAYING THE WRONG THINGS SO I WON'T
HURT YOU, BUT YOU HAVE NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT THAT WHEN YOU SPEAK TO ME.
BELITTLE ME, KICK ME WHEN I'M ALREADY DOWN. THAT'S PERFECTLY FINE BECAUSE
WHAT GOES AROUND, COMES AROUND. LOVE JOSIE

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