By Tanqueray Cowboy
Date: 30 January 2000

Anatomy of a Crush - Part 4

Sunday, January 31st, 2000
1:08 P.M.




I couldn’t write last night... sometimes I could hardly breath.

Your were… what?  Sad?  Lonely?  Horny?  What?

Were you trying to make me jealous?
(You succeeded.)

Were you trying to make a point?
(“Watch this.  See you aren’t anything special.”) 

More likely, you had no idea what you were doing.
Especially what you were doing to me.  Can you really be that blind?

Is this really what you want?

I guess it’s time to risk everything.  This hurts too much.

I didn’t want to fall for you like this...