By Tanqueray Cowboy
Date: 30 January 2000

Anatomy of a Crush - Part 2

Thursday, January 21st, 2000
2:53 A.M.




Eleven days since our last dinner & mobie “date.”  Once again, I could have
told you how I felt but didn’t.  I don’t know if it’s courage or cowardice
that keeps me silent.

There were even a couple of moments – things you said –
that made me wonder if you are able or willing to see more in me
and more in us.

I shouldn’t hope...

I can’t begin to tell you, though, how much I enjoy your company.