By KathleenFC.@aol.com
Date: 7 December 1999

how can it be?

how can i be the only one,
at any time were you ever in love?
how did you feel just leading me on?
i think of you through out the night holding me close once again,
what did i do to deserve you, but then i come back and feel the pain.
maybe we weren't meant to be or maybe we were wrong,
but i will never know the truth and i know i must go on.
i can see it now as it happened that day,
i can still feel my heart as it trembled and shaked.
tears filled my eyes and my knees became weak, 
my breath grew short and no words i could speak.
to me there was nothing worse,
i felt life was over and i'd die from the hurt.
but now there is hope for my broken heart,
because my mother told me not to be afraid, for i have myself and i am brave.
still you will always linger aroung in my thoughts,
i will never forget us and the unhappy parts.
life is more than just me and you, but together we had a spice,
but with these last words i give to you i want you to know you are the first love in my life.