By kris
Date: 11 December 1999

so so wrong

we met we talked
you cared i thought
but lies were all you ever told
to trust you was so so wrong
my life fell apart for good
the day, the minute, the second you killed me
i'm still here but lifeless
days go on but it all seems
like one 
a blood nightmare
that i'm drawn to because i love you
no matter what you've done
my hearts wrapped up in you
how can it be that this animal
this thing this human 
could crush my every reason for being
and all i feel like doing is getting even
no...not even...one up
i couldn't do it
i love you too much
always have
always will
that's something you can never know
cuz then you'll win 
and you don't even know the game