By just me
Date: 5 December 1999

void

loving you came so easy for me ,heck I didnt even know what had happened to me
we were just friends talking and chating away! 
you made me feel beauitful!
you told me how much you cared for me
how you wanted me , how you would die for me !
how you loved me!! would do any thing for me!
then boom as a flash of lighting, I was gone, you had me hooked!!
been had by a pro!!
and I fell hard, harder then ever before!!
I was willing to risk it all to be with you!
as soon as I admited to you my feeling for you 
you ran away!!
leaving me  alone with this void!
feeling like a fool for loving you
but then it dont really matter,cuz I still do love you
you just made it harder for me to belive in love any more 
for whats the use if you never get who your wishing for!!
no longer do I smile, for just any reason! 
no longer do I feel, Im numb now inside
no longer do I care, I can live here or leave
you took away my faith in love leaving me cold as ice!
but yet I miss you!
I want you still back in my life!
life isnt the same with out you!
so yeah I wrote you in my black book~ how could I not~smile
hoping some day, you will gallop back in my life!