By it dont ,matter
Date: 8 December 1999

foolish heart

it was fun we had a great time , you pretending you love me and me you!!
hell it filled up the nights!
with a love song and a fresh dose of passion.
guess we never thought it would hurt us!
so we kept on loving each other and playing hard on each other.
then one morning i woke up to find a pain in my heart!
and it just wouldnt stop, couldnt figure out what had happened to me!
then when i went to check my mail, there was none from you~a stab to the heart! and a chill down my back ! hum must of been just a oversight, i thought!
then night came i found my self checking all the time but still not a word from you!
then the hour went by!
then the days!  
then the intense pain and fear came!
again my foolish heart broke !
for trusting in men!
never again!