By Misti Velvet Rainwater
Date: 10 December 1999

Where is Potsy Webber?!!!

29JAN95
  Keep thinking about Chase. They say the army is a
small world and I can't help but wonder if maybe our
paths will cross again somewhere down the line. I
just know he'll marry that Amy Short ho eventually and
I dread the day.
  The thing is, when I was a little girl my romantic
ideal was further than opposite of Michael Chase Childers.
He was the Libra type- suave, romantic, gentle, smiling, 
sweet, eyes and voice that could make you melt like a
sno-cone. I loved that "Happy Days" episode when Potsy
Webber sang "Put Your Head On My Shoulder" to Joanie
Cunningham- he epitomized my Dream Guy. And Matt Hale's
big Libra brother Tim could rub a quarter up-n-down my
thigh and I'd be gone like a rocket.
  Now it is odd that I would fall in love with a fool
like Chase. He isn't conventionally handsome, he isn't
kind or sweet or refined or romantic or even intelligent
enough to stimulate my mind. He's very earthy (Capricorn
sun and moon) and crude and selfish and cold and he has
sex on the brain and he's...simple. Everything is out
there. He's shallow. Has no sense of compassion. He's
a user and an abuser. Love is so schizophrenic, I 
swear. No, not love- lust. I have lusted after Chase
for four long years. Strange. I don't understand it
so I try not to analyze it too much.