By Nikki
Date: 22 June 2000

Storm Watch 2000

I sit alone
in the eye of the storm
eerily at peace with
my world for a change.
I wait on edge for
the viscious hazy
edges
to rip me
   limb
      from
         limb,
horrific anticipation
for the annihilation
   of 
      my 
         heart
to come with the
borderline shock
and realization
that I scared myself
away from the 
GREATEST LOVE
I'd ever known.

I never was good at making decisions.

NL 06/22/00