By crystal
Date: 18 June 2000
christie
well im here your gone ,isnt that the way you have always wanted it ? so hows the after life is it like you dreamed?im not mad at you ,i just dont understand ,i would have tried to help you if you would have wanted me to.your pain must have been greater than i ever knew.i talked to your mother the day of your funerl,she was a mess,she was still in totall shock, her 19 year old baby was gone.i know you always said one day they will ache like you ache,well they are aching now like you ached.is that why you did it to hurt them?,because to me it seems you have hurt yourself more than you have hurt them,you will never know the joy of having a child, you will never get married,you didnt get to travel and see all those things you wanted to see ,and youll never be able to do all the thing you dreamed of.i wonder if you thought of all this before yodiscided to do this,maby you did maby you didnt care.well ill let you rest in peace now,but are you really at peace or did you just created more pain for yourself that now you live with in deth?
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