By the guppy
Date: 9 June 2000

duty

gracias amigo
i thank you for your heartfelt concern
about the condition yours truly seems to be reeling in lately
i thank you for the transparency you offer
it makes my life easier to be able to weed out the bullshit
i'll spare you the gory details you so eagerly seek
hiding behind the facade of friendship
you want nothing more from me than to learn my methods
and i know that you want nothing more than to get into the pants of the girl
the girl i cry about far too often
the girl whom i pledged myself to
you want the gory details
you want the fantasy
you want some good beat-off material
i'm amazed that you say to me that you always did think she has really nice tits
i'm amazed how sick i felt when i heard you say that
or how sick i still feel to replay that in my mind
she is beautiful
she is a beautiful person
and you are not
she left me, and i hurt deeply because of it
but i will never cheapen her or expose her to idiots like you if i can help it
i will never claim that she is anything less than love
and i call on all powers of goodness in this world that she will never know you
the way that you desire
you do not care about her
and i know you far better than you think


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