By Jolina Ambrose, babyangel_204@hotmail.com
Date: 3 May 2000

I Live On!

I used to think that
we would last
forever.

But now, I understand
why I had my
many doubts,

I knew you would
hurt me,
why I let you, I’ll never know.

My heart is
broken, and
will never heal.

You hurt my friends
and now
you have hurt me.

I’d hoped I’d never
trust you,
but in turn I did.

Why,
I’ll probably never
know.

Sometimes I wonder what
is wrong with
my head?

I wonder why,
I ever told you that
“I Loved You”

I feel like a fool,
for caring for
you.


I feel like a dork
for believing you actually
gave a damn!

You told me that
“You Loved Me,” that
“We’d always be friends”
now all you can say now is “Kiss My Ass!”

I learned a lesson,
and a lesson learned,
runs real deep, and you
never forget.

I’ll never forget
the pain, and the hurt,
all the false hope and false love.
the false truth, and how much I loved you!

But most of all I’ll
never forget, all the times
that we had, when we went
carolling and of course our first kiss!

But these times are gone,
as is the pain,
it was gone when you
said “It’s better we be friends”

People say that
what a person gives you
is what you remember and
love the most.

But that is false to,
for I loved you for you,
but you didn’t
care at all!



I learned my lesson,
and I learned it good
the us and we is gone,
but the me still lives on!

I’ll get over you in time,
but I hope you remember
all the crap you
told me!

And remember it well,
I hope that it burns a
hole in your heart,
and maybe one day in your future,

You’ll say,
“Maybe I did love her,
Maybe I was wrong” but then
you’ll return to reality and realise I’m gone!

I hope you cry and
shed a thousand tears,
I hope you feel the pain, the pain I have,
and I hope you regret, regret it all!

We tried to make it
work, we tried oh so hard,
I guess we tried to hard!

We weren’t meant to be,
but still...
that didn’t help me,

I’ll get over you in
time, we’ll both find
someone new, but in my case
that someone will never be you.


But I used to think we
would last forever, that we
were too strong to fall, but now,
even the strongest bridges fall,
I guess that would be us.

Tears are falling down
my cheeks and
my hand is trembling
as I write this,

But with this poem
I declare the we, is over
and the me,
lives on!
Back to the Heart-on-Sleeve Corner