By Kari cg_kari@hotmail.com
Date: 1 May 2000

My Angel

To my Angel:

It is the night before our wedding and I can do nothing but think of you.  I picture you lying in bed on your side like you always do.  You are running your fingers through your hair trying to fall asleep.  You are thinking of me.  I wish that I could be there next to you.  I would rub your back and whisper sweet words in your ear.  Tomorrow is going to be fine.  We have gone through much worse.  I still can't help being nervous that something will go wrong.

I calm myself by thinking back to four years ago when we first met.  I can't help but laugh at how different we were.  How I couldn't stand your obnoxious "jock" attitude.  You were always trying to get my attention but, I buried my self in textbooks just to avoid dealing with you.  Looking back I think it was because I knew that you were the one for me.  

I couldn't believe that I actually skipped studying that night to go and watch your game.  There is a reason for everything and I knew that night something special was going to happen.  I never would have dreamed that I was about to be blessed with someone like you.  I was fixated on you throughout the entire game.  Watching you skate and fight.  I cheered when you scored that goal in the second period.  I convinced my friends to wait for you after the game hoping that I could work up the courage to talk to you.

When I saw you come put of the dressing room it was as if my entire world started to move in slow motion.  My emotions were all for you all of the sudden.  I didn't know how to move or speak.  You turned and our eyes locked.  you seemed happy to see me there and walked over.  You got close to me and I could smell that you were fresh out of the shower and I wanted to grab your hand and pull you off into the night.  Something crazy and romantic.  I felt like I was in a movie.  

We ended up going to that coffee shop and talking until midnight.  We shared our hopes and dreams.  For the first time in my life I was honest about my fears in life.  I knew that I could trust you since that very moment.  Looking into your crystal, blue eyes I felt like I was gazing into my future.  How right I was.  You became everything to me.  That night is what got us to where we are today.  Inseperable and madly in love with eachother.

So, I wish that I was with you tonight.  Seeing you at the party tonight was not enough.  I am just so excited to finally be your wife.  To know that we will be bonded together not only by our love for eachother but by God's blessing.  I am so thankful that he brought you into my life.  I think of all the things that we have taught eachother and what we will learn together in the future.  Every time I think of you I want to climb to the top of the highest building and shout my love for you.  I want everybody to know our happiness and to share it.

Before our "big day" tomorrow I just want you to know that I will always love you.  We will always be there for eachother now no matter what.  It is our turn to cherish eachother and the days to come in our life as man and wife.  I want you to know that no matter what happens in your career we will always be happy. We have our love and in a few years the love of our children to keep us going.  We will try to live our life as one without hurt or tears.  I know that those days will come but, you will rescue me.  You are my angel and the only love of my life.  

I hope that you are sleeping now dreaming sweet thoughts of me.  You are always and forever in my heart and soul.  I will see you at the alter tomorrow.  Remember that I love you and that I am yours forever and a day.  Goodnight my angel.  I love you sooooooooo much!!

Your nervous but very much in love wife to be,
Kari
XOXOXOXOXO
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