By lanna
Date: 28 April 2000

To Him it may concern...

To Him it may concern...
In case I don't last long enough
   to say these words myself,
   the week in Texas was grand.
I can't believe I did it.

In recognition of the time
   we spent together, 
You built shelves on which to 
   place the items we bought together.
All I have are these bluebonnet seeds
   that I bought for someone else,
   and a couple of pairs of jeans.

In the event that my heart
   forgets who it loved last,
I have your site bookmarked
   and your face committed to memory,
   let alone the pictures I have on disk.

For the record,
I've grown exhausted
   trying to reconcile the love I felt before 
   and this feeling that is not quite as intense,
but which runs just as deep.

To Him it may concern...
In the time and space
   between what was
   and what might be,
I guarantee I will drive myself insane.

After all, who can say if it was really LOVE at all.


4/28/00