By Eric, thenuttman@aol.com
Date: 6 April 2000

Written Out Of Fear

glancing into the stained glass
I followed the dreams and I was taken here
Staring out into space
praying for the astronauts to be safe
a droplet of blood runs down my cheeks
and shakes hands with the tear that I shed
my eyes are dilated and bloodshot
fearing for the worst but hoping for the truth
I eat my way through the red tape
that has taken up my life
I smash out the ideas of love and lust
that I have so carelessly mixed
I blend together my brew of emotional stability
with a sly grin washing over my stone face
I erase the devil inside my soul
I've beaten and bruised the lights
that shine down on my head
The blindness that follows is always welcome
I hobble down the broken stairway of bitterness
into a blackened room that houses my deepest thoughts
I use the light to illuminate the darkest regions of the hole
I find nothing...
I am as empty as I thought everyone else was...
I am as coldhearted as I thought they were...
I'm no different than anyone I've criticized...
I'm no better than the worst...

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