By KEZ
Date: 1 October 2000
Unknown decisions
languishing poetic goodbyes
SUCK
I have no more left
they would be fine
if you were coming back to me
eventually
but i feel so cast aside
altho not intentionally
i am freaking
i cannot work
i cannot move
i eat
my heart and soul
ripped from my body daily
pain
pain
pain
when hope trickles away
i am told to be patient
but half conversations
disjointed
with no plot
make my fears grow
that maybe not knowing
what I will lose
would have been better
for
my dreams will go away
my love will either be shared or taken away
i am screaming on the inside
at the fates who would tease my soul
with paradise
to fuck with it moment by moment
and eventually
take all it's promise away
I so want to not share my angst
i want to listen
and morph into friend
but I fear I am too small
and empty to accomplish that purpose.
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