By Brad 
Date: 2 October 2000

love

sometimes i sit, cold and alone
in my corner thinking of you.
thinking of the times we shared,
how i loved it when you held me
how i loved it when you cared.

i sit and wonder, will i ever love this way again?
but i know in my heart
a love that pure, that uncaged is few and far between.

now here i am, sitting in my room
thinking of you, and the love lost beside the road.
how cold it must be, longing for affection
just like me.

your pictures grace my tables, your letters in a box.
my memories come back to haunt me, my true feelings,
somehow held down like rocks.

you told me you loved me, then ran away. you said you loved me
and always would stay.
but then that day came,
and you said you had to go
i will never forget the feeling,
my heart sank so low.
it felt as if you stabbed me in my stomach,
but much worse a pain.  
i loved you with everything i was,
but you were just too vain.

everything was about you wasn't it,
as cold as you were,
you said you wanted to marry me,
but everything was a blur.

now your a thousand miles away from me, and i love you still.
will i ever get over you? maybe never will. will you ever understand
the love i had for you? or will you just blow it off like you
normally always did?

someone once said to me, brad let her go.
but now i am convinced,
i will never be able to do so.

you know who you are. and i do love you still.
maybe one day our paths will cross agian,
maybe... one day they will...

if you get to see this great.
but doubt you will. i guess i am just
a romantic putting my feelings in the wind.
maybe i am, but i feel better now that it was said.
hope you live a happy life,
i know i did.

i love you
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