By Jackie
Date: 25 September 2000
No Beauty
"Mine Beauty Has Vanished Into The Fog Of Ugliness....Forever"
I am happily married to a wonderful man. Why must I feel soo lost?
I am lost, for my looks have vanished forever. I have not one good site of this body for my sweet dear love.
Sadness will lay on this commitment after a bitterness cheat. And no fault is he, none against thy love.
No fault, no shame but on me.
I am not good enough to satisfy my love.
I do not desereve to be here, in love, with a beauty greater than mine.
To myself I am nothing more than a scar of an ugly image.
I look not for pitty, but for answers. Answers to why I am the one who has put thy love
in a life of nightmare.
He shall leave this beast.. and find his beauty. A woman who has a body of a perfect angel.
Sorrow I have for him.
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