By Written by my First Love .....
Date: 10 September 2000

From Him to Me

The Letter From Him...
It reads....

15 years has come and gone
and you baby still turn me on.

The words that were spoken seemed never enough.
Was I that brutal and always so rough?

I wanted you to know
that I loved you so.

I miss you more than words could say.
Who ever knew you would leave Me that day?

Now it has come full circle again.
I wish I could hold you
but it just seems to rains.

The day we got together last time ,
is something I shall cherish and will always be mine.

There were many against us all the time,
but you know, I never doubted you were always mine.

Now we stand face to face
knowing each others so called mistakes
,wondering what life will bring
when again you wont be there to hold
and me dreading another passing Spring

My heart hurts for us,and maybe it's disgust
that I ruined my chance at having your trust.

I always tried to be there for you
but sometimes was to busy to cherish you too.

Now I understand you must make time,
to be with the one,to make things fine.

Thank you..you have made Me a better guy
Sorry for all the times, I made you cry

you have taught Me so much but you left in disgust.
I never had the chance to show you as much,
cause I was to busy still learning to trust.

now that I am not a poet as you,
but maybe someday it will be true,
that your love for Me was a precious thing,
I never thought you leaving would burn and sting.

I love you more than life itself,
someday you will remember it was always for you.
and how could you call it quits
and say we were through?

you have done all you could so why should you stay
if I begged and pleaded you would
would that make it o.k?

But I want you to know that everyday without you,
makes Me cherish the times you laughed out loud too.

See, you helped to keep Me on the right track
but now I always seem to be so blue.
If it is worth anything to you ,
you were right and always tender and true.

I love you with all my heart
but now I think you forgot,
what it does to someone like me
to be seen with no self esteem.

Through all the pain and anger I felt,
I still love you , for you were my everything
So if I am guilty of one little thing
it was you not knowing
that I loved you more than anything.......*S*


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