By TornToPieces
Date: 26 March 2001

Kaleidoscope

Never done drugs before
Don't know how they feel
I've got you in my veins somehow
The spinning is so real

Prepared for all the pain
You think may come your way
I'll be the one to hurt
If you should go away

I'll be the one to die
The one whose heart is torn
The one to agonize
When your drug is gone

I can't explain away
What has happened to my mind
I've lost control of everything
Somehow you've made me blind

Your always in my mind
Preying on my brain
Tearing at my heart
Coursing through my vein

You screamed and cried out loud
While I have kept it in
You rocked the world with anger
I held my pain within

I'm deeper than you know
Deeper than the sea
Deeper than an empty well
So deep inside of me

If only I could tell
If only I could know
What drives me to your side
What makes me want you so

A curse, a blessing ,perhaps a touch
Of which I cannot SEE
A trance, a charm, or hypnotic spell
Which you have placed on me

Whatever it is, it matters not
I'm completely in its jail
I've given up, too hard to fight
I'm lost in its cosmic trail

Be prepared for what is to come
I can tell you in advance
We both vibrate in levels higher
Than the human mortal dance

I am intense beyond the realm
Of anything you've ever known
Capable of a love so pure
Beyond what I have shown

The magnetic pull will scare us both
Of this I am so sure
Capable of rocking the earth
Beneath the oceans floor

If these thoughts do scare you -
I don't really think they might
I wouldn't be attracted to you
If you were the weaker type

The only thing I'm sure of
A promise I can make
Hold on to me real tightly
You're heart will never break

We'll ride on stars and fly mid skies
And break the barrier too
I'll cradle your heart in tenderness
And make your life brand new

I fly you know, I soar on clouds
Thru sun and moon and night
I'm everything, I think you sense
Hang on to me real tight

Its more than making love to me
Its more than words you say
Its something intangible that I feel
Its millions of feelings away

I've been advised that you're all wrong
That I need to walk away.
But I can't, I've tried several times.
I can't do what they say.

It's too late, you"re part of me
Within me you will remain.
I can't explain just how I feel
You're coursing through my vein.

A secret you must learn from me
I feel it every day
Your eyes, your face, your lips, your touch
Are calling me to stay.

If you were old, and I was too
Incapable of lust
I'd want you still within my arms
Learning how to trust

Yearning for your warm embrace
To hold you oh so tight
If nothing more that we could share
To hold you one more night.

I care not what has happened
Since the last time that we kissed
I can't help what I'm feeling
And how much that we missed

I've always known that our parting
Was just a brief delay
For the future that's before us
For the laughter and the play

Don't ask me how I knew it.
I've known it all along
That the separation had a purpose
To make our future strong.





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