By Me aka Niki
Date: 9 March 2001
End of story
I always love the fact that Some of my best friends are guys
Because in the game of love, you just can't trust them
But as friends they are the best
And I can have long conversations about the Girl boy thing
A few days ago
My best friend told me
About this girl that was going after him for some time
And how she was totally in love with him
He said he didn't even care
But they have been going on-off for some time now
And in the end he wants to get her to sleep with him
This morning in the car going to school
All of a sudden it hit me in the head
The question that was always there
The question if the guy I loved loved me back
I never really knew the answer
Even though it's right there
I just can't see it
Maybe because part me doesn't want to
Maybe because part me of heard him tell me he did care
Anyway
He didn't care
Not at all
It was just an act
And those bliss nights
Were not his love for me
But his raging hormones
That's all there's to it
Nothing more, no "buts" or "ifs"
All the sweet things he said
Were just to lead me on
He had no intention of hanging around
Wisper sweet things in her ear
Sleep with her
And make the girl cry
That's all there's to it
End of story
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