By Wing
Date: 15 March 2001
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I think you made it clear, that there's no love in between.
You found out that I love you, you know I always did.
But it was that night when my friend told you how I feel that makes it obvious.
So scared that you would avoid me,
The friendship that I build would be over.
Thank god you were still there, sitting and laughing with me.
Bought you a little surprise today,
I dropped it by your office.
Expecting a call from you like you always would.
Waited and waited, I guess it's a hint.
You figured that it's true that I have feeling about you.
It's more than just friend for you.
I know there's someone in your life,
but all I want is to let you know that I really love you,
and you can just stand around and still be my friend.
Knowing that I care about you, despite that fact that you won't love me back.
I want to see you smile, I want you to know that I'm there looking out for you.
I want to show you that I love you still, no matter what harm it will done to me.
Because I love you from the very start, and did not expect returns.
It was already a gift for me to have you call out my name.
It was a fantasy, when you accept me as your friend.
You made it clear though, that you have no feeling about me.
They often said that you used my feeling to your advantage.
I care not, because I know it's true.
As long as I can stand around you, and know you're safe, I'll be happy.
Please don't stand so far away, please don't let go.
I love you so much I don't want to ruin this chance.
I'll take back what ever that cause this damage, I promise I do anything to put this fallen pieces back.
Please, I need a second chance.
Just be friends again.
This is all I ask for, and I will keep the love inside forever never mention it again.
I love you too much, cannot bear this pain.
I love you too much, cannot explain how much it hurt me just not hearing your call.
Time to leave this strong feeling, and will make it through.
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