By Sarah Shafer, sarah_s_10@otmail.com
Date: 12 January 2001

Now Confused

         I wanna be with you,
     I think that I do,
     But I am starting to think now how he use to.
          I love you, I love you,
     That's what we both say,
     But what if it all ends up
     The same shitty way? (crappy way?)
          I wont know what to say,
     If this ends up so badly.
          Where will I go?
     What will you do?
     And I don't know who I'll cry to,
     because that person is usually you.
          Your feelings going in circles,
     You don't know what to choose.
     Now this whole thing,
     Is waiting on you.
          My minds made up,
     I've decided I know what I wanna do,
     But my thoughts now confused
     Because of your words,
     And because of your actions too.
          I sit thinking now,
     Of how I love you.
     The things that you say,
     And the things that I wish we could do.
          I think of you holding me,
     wispering the words you do now.
     Saying softly I love you,
     As I say I love you too.
          The fate of our love,
     depends on one responce,
     Will you say that you love me,
     Or will you decide to not?
          Thoughtless I wish that I could be,
     so maybe this stuff would not bother me.
     But this will not happen,
     Because I love you to much,
          So jumbled am I,
     And so are my thoughts.
     As I sit waiting for tomarrow,
     Praying for a good responce.

~Sarah Shafer~~
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