By carlsons@sympatico.ca
Date: 28 January 2001
My Best Friend Lori
My best friend Lori, We met a while back we hung out many times and have had out fights. But all have been resolved a long time ago. We cried togather a few times. She helped me with my problems a lot. And I solved hers. She is beautiful with each passing day. Always changing in a good way. We went to the mall a few times as friends. We sit at the table with one of her friends from school. She tells me she is going to get something from the food court. Me and her friend talk she asks if I like Lori. I answer yes I like Lori. I like her lots. She say’s well why don’t you ask her out? I said I can’t she is my best friend. Then she says she will ask her out for me. I agree. Lori comes back and sits down at the table. Her friend tells Lori and me we would make a good couple. I say yes in my head. Her friend asks her out for me. She wasn’t she if she wanted to go out with me cause her heart had been broken had been broken by a guy. I get the impression that we are going out. We take the bus home. We joke and and laugh about the transit system. I don’t recall what happened but one of my ex friends was around my house. I was already angry with him. I walk down the hill and then tell him to leave. He Reply’s no. I push him and he pushes back we get in a fight. I do something drastic too end the fight. But it just made it worse it made Lori leave. I creed and I cried all night it was my entire fault it was stupid and foolish. I never ment to hurt her I love her. Day’s past I cried some more I rarely even saw her or talked to her. I cried a lot. Months past and I have been dreaming and thinking about her. I know for sure I love her, and why I want to be with her I asked her out last night I still haven’t got an answer yet. I am worried she will say no she makes me feel so good and energetic. Makes life worth living for. I would have never known where I would have ended up without Lori. She stooped me from suicide. Something I never want to think about doing again I love her.
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