By Elaina
Date: 24 January 2001
Nervous
What have I done
my God what have
I done. I have
unleashed the
demons I've
worked so hard to
conceal. I scared
myself back to a
state that I hate,
the false happy
world. It spins
and twirls and
like a tornado
drops me in a
wonderland.
I walk aimlessly
through the day,
stoping where I'm
familiar. Insainity
has been explained
as doing the same
thing over and
expecting different
results...well I'm
crazy. I fear the
unknown and can't seem
to try something new.
I'm afraid my attempt has
left me nervous of the outcome.
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