By carlsons@sympatico.ca
Date: 28 January 2001
The Love For Nicky
The love for Nicky Carswell Very complicated and serious. I have loved her for a long time now I just did not know it. Why I did not tell her before I don’t know. I probably missed out on the best years of my life. As the months go on so dose the time nearing till she moves. I just wish upon a star some how Nicky could stay with out hurting any one. I don’t feel hole without her. I don’t want her too moves it make me o to sad too think about her. I dream and toss and turn when I think about the time we could have spent with eachother. But I have lost it was destiny for me to lose I guess a very sad and disturbing destiny. Well I just hope in the new future she has in esponla is going to be happy for her. I will be following up on her. Sorta like a stocker but in a good way I will read about her successes in the newspaper.
I will read about her happiness in the newspaper. And hope that life passes faster and faster. I will see her family grow. There I will sit in my rocking chair when I am 35 lonely empty but happy at the same time for nicky.
I write poems till I am 86 in my little home in the forest and fish all day.
And think about the times me and nicky had togather I know it was short but it was fun and worth it and when I hit the 87. I will die in my little quite deselent cottage home that I had built by hand and become a star in the sky Shinning on beautiful nicky.
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