By Me aka Niki
Date: 28 January 2001
A breakdown
You ignored me
You didn't call
You left me
When I got home,
tears started swelling up in my eyes
And al of a sudden,
I had a breakdown
Tears started flowing and wouldn't stop
I collapsed to the ground
And I lay there,
I just couldn't move
I held myself tight
Breathing heavily
Falling into a dark pit
So deep, so cold, so dark
Shaking all over
Questions were torturing me,
Flying around at light speed
An incredible empty pain,
That was killing me
Feeling so scared and alone
I hated you
I became bitter in that moment
A wet face
A red nose
Red small eyes
Hair a mess
I was a mess
That's how I woke up
And have been ever since
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