By Wing
Date: 29 January 2001
I know you knew...
I never regret for loving you, because I still do.
Though it's different now.
I know for sure, that you knew how I feel about you, but it seems that you never really care.
You kept me going in, you kept the game rolling within your own circle.
You created this game, got me involved, but I kept losing.
You kno exactly how I feel, right from the very start.
Please stop with your lies, you know no matter what games you play, you win.
You kept me on your side, standing there, watching as you walked away with another girl of your desire.
I shall be happy for you, but pity of myself.
For the longest time, I thought I still have a chance.
Took me years to let it die.
Today, I stand up, still next to you, still loving you!
But it's different.
It hurts, because you came knocking on my door today,
Holding my hand tightly iin yours, telling me, breaking yourself into tears,
telling me, that you have feelings for me.
Sorry! I'm sorry! I'm not capable to fall on the ground again.
It hurts me too much.
It took me long to heal, I will be braver that I ever before.
I learned that lesson from you
I will not turn around and cry another tears.
But if you were to ask me if I loved you still, I do..I do, I always will.
Only if you care enough before, today, story will change.
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