By me aka niki
Date: 11 January 2001
where are you?
Where are you?
Why?
Did you use me?
Did you ever care?
All of these questions are just spinning around in my head
And I can't see to find an answer
Even though I'm trying to analyze everything you said and did
Maybe I just missed it
My Stomach is turned upside down,
I think I need to vomit
My Head is jumping around,
Like a ping-pong ball
My mind is screaming,
I HATE YOU, I MISS YOU, How could I been so blinded?
My heart hurts,
Did someone just stab me?
My soul is broken,
How Am I ever going to mend these shatterd pieces?
Oh my, I think I'm losing it
So I'm mad,
How could you do this to me?
I'm tired,
So tired of all your games
I'm scared,
To be allone
I'm lonely,
Nobody to hold me
I'm Sad,
I Miss you, like hell
I'm confused,
Did you mean all the things you said?
I'm dissapointed,
You didn't even say Good-bye, You coward
You know what you did to my heart?
It was beating your hand, and you tore it apart, cut it up, Threw it on the ground, Stepped on it and then left it there,
To die,
You left me,
To wonder,
Where are you?
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