By me aka niki
Date: 4 January 2001
my gift -YOU-
The first time I met you, we clicked at once
And the conversations could last for hours
I don't know why but I was falling again for someone
The feeling I had almost forgotten came back and it felt great
The First kiss was magical
And you held my hand and held me but most importantly you held my heart and soul
You had so much wisdom, knew an answer for everything
You didn't care about anything and nothing scared you away
Dangerous and doing things people would talk about for long time to come
I clicked with that
I stayed me but I clicked with you
I thought I had found maybe even my other half
I trusted you, when I never trust people
I Looked up to you, Wich I rarely do
I Fell for you, Against my will
You talked to me and gave me attention, something I really needed in my life
I need someone to tell my fears to and someone to make me feel loved
You gave me all that, so How can I not fall head over heels for you
And yes I did fall
Because I catch myself holding my head in my bed at night and telling myself over and over again " Forget him" "forget him"
I must because all of a sudden
The fairy tale ended and I had the feeling you drifted away
Part of me went too, that's my happiness
So I wonder were you are and if you'll come back and bring me my happiness
That you gave me, so much in so little time
Maybe you were a gift of God, something to comfort me when I was in one of the deepest holes I had ever been in
Now that I dealt with my problems
You left, you gave me enough advice and you mad me feel loved enough to start smiling again
But I want you here, to stay, so I can stay on smiling
Because my smile is fading again, with every passsing day I can't find the old you
So wont God send me another gift, YOU
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