By Smiling Kat
Date: 22 December 2000

Can't Stop

I've never been hurt so badly in my entire life
My heart feels like it's been ripped out
and torn into pieces
I can't eat because I feel too sick

This is soooo hard
I had a spark of hope at first
but now I only have emptiness

He says he wants to be my friend
but don't friends call and check in
Ask how I'm doing and make sure I'm ok

I used to be a Happy Girl
Now all that's left is tears
I want to be his friend 
at least

just to make sure he's happy and safe
The hardest part is that even though 
I'm so incredibly hurt

I can't stop loving him.